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Arguments happen amongst us descendants…pretty much always had been that way I guess…..and there probally always will be.Do not let all our bad sides surpass all our good sides…..arguments happen in any and all groups….any and all families….sibling rivalary is as old as time itself.Don Collins, Myself, and everyone else who is always set in our ways are in fact good people….we just argu sometimes…….hey it happens…..I’m sure if anyone who has a brother or sister has argued with that sibling more than once….everyone has argued with their mother and father……it’s a fact of life…….but arguing does not mean those arguing are bad people or should be looked down upon.And no I do not really believe the Valentine Collins line is adopted….Myself…I usually have sooo much things going on around me that I get annoyed at times…..as I’m sure alot of the others who are quick to argu.Apprently since I have been spending sooo much time research our family histories and the South Eastern native American communities….that I did not even notice that my wife and another guy have been apprently getting very friendly……..I stumbled onto some Instant message text messages from the last few days between my wife and this guy (not a person involved with any of us here)…apprently he wants to steal my wife from me or whatever……sooo yea my room is trashed right now and my computer is barely working lol…..I’ve probally not ate in 24 or more hrs….I think I ate about 9pm monday so however many hrs that is from then till now lol……anyway I told her to get out of my house…..so yea bad night for me…..yay merry christmas and happy birthday me I guess lol……Look,….I’m a really good guy who really does not act like the person I appear to be online….just like Don Collins and pretty much everyone else who has been seen arguing over research stuff……we all are really good people….even though it may not look like it online lol.Maybe in person I’m too nice, but online I’m to be too mean and agressive….I’ve not drunk since I got married alil over 4 years ago…and I have only showed a mean side offline maybe 5 times in the last 4 or so years……I actually for the first time ever I used profanity toward my wife last night…..I guess sometimes you have to be agressive and mean……and sometimes you have to be very polite and friendly….if your too nice to people then you get craped on and if your too mean to people you will look like crap.Anyway…..Christmas is coming soon….so maybe we should stand back and just realize we are all family and sometimes there is more things better in life than just arguing.As for me….I guess now I’m at yet another crossroads in my road of life….and I’ just trying to decide if I even feel like taking any more paths…..I’m thinking I’ll just sit down on the road of life for awhile….I’m just tired and out of gas. What is the most important thing in my life was just told by me to go away (except with more profanity lol)…..was I justified yes…..was it right…probally not……so maybe thats how our arguments here is….maybe justified…..yet are the arguments right? maybe not.Do we say things we do not really mean…of course….thats the whole essence of a argument lol…..politicians do it all the time lol.What kept half of my energy going was my best friend who is no longer with us….and what kept the other half of my energy going is apprently off somewhere with half of her stuff with her……so now I’m just out of energy…..I’m not sure if I am going to even continue anymore researching. Point is….try to never lose your energy to continue researching….and never forget to stop and study everything around you offline every now and then as well…….Christmas is a time for family….so let’s just all act like family and hopefully keep the christmas spirit all next year and the year after that and after that.Like I said before….all of us who argu over the various research may come off as being mean etc online…but we are all really nice and friendly people offline. I also vote to have the thread me and Don was arguing on to be deleted since it became putting off a negative vibe…it does not reflect me nor Don Collins’ true self and the mean stuff stated toward each other was even truely meant……it was the essence or arguments rearing it’s evil head. I thought I would never truely run out of energy and gumption for researching…..but yea I guess I finnally have…..I said some pretty mean things to the only truely important person to me last night…she was who gave me all my energy to even keep up with the research I have done….she came along just as my best friend died…..so no more backup plans to gain more energy….maybe I’ll take up learning to play chess lol. Maybe my wife will later today or this week learn the wrong in her ways……but if she does not I have….anyway all apologies from me to all….and to all who said bad things to me…all is forgiven from me……
I just wanted to add one more post to give myself a good even number of 700 :)Enjoy life…Enjoy family…and do notlet researching take over your life to the point that your are blind to what is going on around you in the outside world.
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